Dear Alter 19

 

after they cut my wings stubby stumps remained

aching in weather in cold and in mist

but especially aching at dawn

when the heavens tear away from the earth bleeding

they couldn't cut them off completely

to pull them out like you pull weeds

to burn them

electrothermocauterization as wealthy breeders

do to their horned cattle

buds of wings grew again and again at every deep excision

and they grew tired beyond measure

tired so much that i would have said they’d give up

and leave me in my pains to go

higher and whiter

further away

but they didn't let me

they cut them from higher up so only stumps remain

aching in the cold

in rusty evenings they walk me through the burg packed with scents

and aromas of tea

of bell towers and saints crucified at the crossroads of ages

centaurs and sphinxes

they don't put me up for sale they just show me off like a trophy won with sweat

and they laugh loudly dear Alter

they talk about life as if they were talking about an old whore

and they laugh

again and again as if laughter kept away their hunger and cold

they don't break me

they don't lose me i only startle at intervals

as if they’re scared that i still fly high like this without wings

out of this burg too full too old

too damp





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